What a crappy week

It's only Wednesday (although this "work" day is finally almost over), but it's already been a really crappy week (insert more harsh word).  I've been emotional (which I hate) and it doesn't matter what I'm doing at the time or where I am, if the tears are going to flow, they just start.
I have missed Chad extra this week for some reason.  I can't put my finger on it and there has been no significant event that has caused this, I guess it's just because.
I don't dream about him exactly, but I don't wake up in the night that he isn't on my mind.  I miss everything.  That's really all I can say.  I just miss him!  I'm sad and I miss my son.