You know, I really try hard most of the time to really hold my tongue and not say ugly things or let my anger or frustration get to me, but today I failed. I feel really bad, but I let my hurt and frustrated feelings get the better of me. I'm ashamed for not being stronger or better than that. I spoke about someone in a less than nice way and while I did tell the truth, I think sometimes the truth is best left untold, but today I was weak and didn't do that. I will try harder tomorrow to do better. Ugh! I just hate when I do stuff like that.
LOL. You are normal and not perfect after all. BAMC is the same way. But I love you both. :)
ReplyDeleteSometimes holding our tongues are really hard and sometimes the truth hurts but it needs to be said im sure whatever it was that u said probably needed to be said, it might not have came out the way u wanted it though which is fine were all human and sometimes we do things and say things we regret.. stay strong your doing an amazing job especially with everything youve been going through
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Thank you Jamie. I try so hard to make sure I don't say anything ugly, but it did slip out. It was all the truth so I wasn't telling stories, but I should have kept my mouth shut. Oh well, once it's out there you sure can't suck your words back in. :( Thank you for your encouragement. It means a lot.
ReplyDeleteoh your welcome :-) ive said things at times i prob shouldnt but sometimes it feels good to get it off your chest and im sure u didnt mean anything bad by it... people will respect you for telling the truth at least i respect ppl more when they speak whats on their mind rather than keeping it in
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