Haven't written in a while

So there is no particular reason I haven't written in a while other than just getting through each day and once I'm home I feel completely drained. I don't really have an update on our "Project" yet. I am still waiting on the follow up from Russell here at Tyson so once he gets back to me (hopefully this week) I will have more to go on. I'm really excited about kicking this project off and can't wait to finally name it as well. I've been giving some thought around it so if you have any suggestions I am certainly open to them.
My girlfriend and I have decided to start Zumba dance exercise. I think if I start exercising it might help me feel better all the time. I'm not feeling "bad", I just think it has to help my heart, mind, and soul if I do something other than coming home after work and just sitting on my rear. I am trying to be proactive as much as I can to make sure I don't get lost in sadness and continue to stay focused so I can do great things to honor Chad and maintain a happy heart (well, as happy as it ever will be). I know I haven't hit a lot of the "special dates" yet and I'm trying to make sure that I am preparing myself for those times so I can navigate through them with as much ease and grace as I possibly can. I just pray I am strong enough to do that. Sometimes I think I might be stronger in my head than I really am. Let's hope I'm wrong about that. :)
We continue to receive encouragement and prayers from so many people, some of whom we don't even know and it couldn't be more appreciated.
I'm so very fortunate to have Tebo by my side through all this, because I honestly do not believe I could be where I am without him. I have amazing family and close friends that do so much for me, but it's just something about having my partner and soul mate by my side day and night that truly keeps me on track. I just hope I am successful in showing him how much I love and appreciate him for all that. I have a feeling I fall far short of truly conveying that to him on a regular basis.
I will keep you updated on how the dance exercise goes. My BFF Sis told me if this doesn't teach me rhythm nothing will. I have a feeling she has over-estimated the ability of such exercise or anyone teaching me rhythm, but hey, I'm game for it. I will at least give it a try, but since only my BFF neighbor will see me attempt this, she is the only one that gets to laugh. Keep your fingers crossed that I don't hurt myself, her, or destroy anything in the house in my attempt at rhythm. LOL! Until next time...