Had I been on Dancing with the Stars last night I know the song I would have chosen to dance to. It would have been "I Hope You Dance" by Leanne Womack! From the very moment that song came out I told Chad and anyone else who would listen that I wanted that song played at my funeral for him and all my bonus kids, nieces, and nephews, because that was my message to them. I always just wanted nothing but happiness and joy for my boy. So what does my precious little man do for me? He played that song for our mother/son dance at his wedding reception. It was the most amazing dance to date.
I got to see him accomplish so much in his short little lifetime. I wish I had more opportunities to look forward to, but now I have a fabulous reunion to look forward to. Until then I really think it's only fitting that I live what I preached to him and learn to "Dance" for him. You know, I got to witness my son graduate high school (there are many who don't get that chance), I got to see him finally buy his first "big" truck, I got to see him fall in love and marry his first love and I got to be a big part of all that (most mom's of sons don't get that honor, but I did). I got to laugh and sing to the top of our lungs in the car and watch him mimic Bob Segar in the car playing his air guitar (fabulous!) I got to watch a very talented boy play some amazing baseball and we just had a ball. I watched him turn into an amazing Marine and find a bond with other Marines that will never be broken. I may have a very sad heart, but I also have the most joy a heart should be allowed to have just for having had him as my son.
Sis, this was amazing... And it will be a Happy Reunion someday. These are my favorite pictures you did great. That boy of yours loved you more than life and that alone is worth a lifetime of smiles. I don't know how I become more proud of you but dangit bobby everytime I read your words my heart swells with pride. I hope that I can be the kind of mother you are to Chad to my precious Jorden. I have learned so much from you Tami... I love you more than words can express. Love BFF Sister
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ReplyDeleteWhat a beautiful tribute to your son and the relationship you had with him. Thank you for sharing such a treasured memory. I can't begin to imagine the loss and the grief you're carrying in your heart, and I know it's got to be weighing heavy on you as the rest of us look forward to our sons' homecoming. Know that we're thinking about you, and that you and Chad will be on the parade deck with us no matter where you choose to spend that day. <3
ReplyDeleteYour relationship with your son sounds like what I have with mine. Your pictures with Chad at his wedding are just precious. I, too love that song "I Hope You Dance" and dedicated it to all four of my boys. My heart goes out to you, Tami and am so sorry for your loss. My son is in 2/1 Fox Co. and they all were affected by Chad's passing. My prayers are with you.
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