Well, the closer deployment for Chad gets the crazier I start feeling. It's weird, I feel anxious, nervous, sad, proud, dread, and so many other strange feelings all at one time. I know he will be safe. He has been training for over a year for this deployment and he is prepared. I only hope Katie and I are as prepared as he is. I know we have to be strong for him and for each other, but sometimes it makes me wonder if I really have what it takes to be that strong. I didn't think I did when he deployed to Iraq, but I surprised myself and found that I was stronger than I thought I was. This time I hope I continue to surprise myself, but just in case I find myself slipping and getting weak I know I have my "therapy" to fall back on. I'm sure I will have to repaint my baseboards before it's all said and done, but at least the house will be nice and clean. Of course, if all this cleaning actually prevented me from getting a mouth full of ulcers that would be fabulous. Oh well, it's not the first time nor will it be the last time that I have a mouth full and I've managed to get through that part just fine. I guess time will tell and I have no doubt that there will be lots of blog-venting going on so be patient with me as I vent all these crazy feelings on my blog. My baseboards and hubby will thank you I'm sure.
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